Public Sneezing

[doggo]

I know how you feel, I love helping others so much, but is super hard fro me to accept help. Ive gotten better about it though. maybe we should talk about it sometime if you want to work it through........I promise not to help... i will facilitate you helping yourself

Oh thank you I hope I get validated soon so I can use the message-system... But yeah, I have also grown more reasonable with this thing in, well, let's say last 10 years, but it's still hard; just yesterday I got into a quite nasty situation just because I had hard time admitting I was sick... or I could admit that, but it wasn't enough. I don't know whats your situation, but for me it goes like this: If I show weakness, I'm not 100% dependable; if I'm not 100% dependable, I'm no good for people around me. I know it's bs and I'm working on it, but its... slow.