confetishcake Posted January 25, 2008 Share Posted January 25, 2008 First obs. Please don't judge too hard. This cold I caught has gotten worse over the past little while. If it werent for my sore, watery eyes, it'd be perfect!I've been sneezing tons (well not tons, but I don't have such the sensitive nose so its lots for me), and my nose has been running non-stop. (Only sucks because my nose is sore from wiping now too)Shame is, I'm such a sissy when it comes to sneezing in public. And its especially embaressing when it comes to sniffling constantly during class. I had to excuse myself from math this afternoon so I could rush off to the girls room to wipe my nose. (I can hardly blow, it hurts my head. Yet if I do, its very gentle.)And I left computers about three times to go to my locker for a kleenex, since I was being stupid and wearing a skirt with no pockets. (no one noticed I left. )But, like I said, I get embaressed terribly. I feel sneezing and wiping and blowing ect. as more of a sexual thing, and plus, I don't like closed-minded people thinking I'm "gross" for being all sloppy ans sneezy. It's pretty hard having a sneeze fettish when you're an eccentric loner in jr.high school. Can't wait to get out of here and feel more at ease with myself. Too many judgmental people in school.When I get home, though, I can be free! Lol.When I was walking into the shower, (a bit too dizzy right now to remember if it was today or yesterday) I shivered slightly at the warmth as I entered. My nose twitched. My sneezes take alot of build up with this cold. My arms tensed and froze, holding my sides. "Haa..haa.." Almost silently, I gasped for air.I looked to the light, narrowing my eyes, to get it going quicker,"Haaa......HiCashCHEW!" *sniff, sniff, sniff* <-- sniffed a bunch of times. I'll leave it up to your imagination to imagine how those went. I stood for a second, then smiled, laughing I said to myself,"Now that was unexpected." Link to comment
Vetinari Posted January 25, 2008 Share Posted January 25, 2008 HiCashCHEW!" *sniff, sniff, sniff* <-- sniffed a bunch of times. I'll leave it up to your imagination to imagine how those went. I stood for a second, then smiled, laughing I said to myself,"Now that was unexpected."*wanders off into imagination of yoummy cold sneezes*Nice obs Char, thanks. Link to comment
sneeze007 Posted January 25, 2008 Share Posted January 25, 2008 great obs... hopefully you start to feel better soon Link to comment
SneezeDoc4u Posted January 25, 2008 Share Posted January 25, 2008 hope u feel better, and ur nose isnt so sore ;( Link to comment
confetishcake Posted January 26, 2008 Author Share Posted January 26, 2008 Awe thanks guys.And I am feeling a little better...Not sure if thats a good or a bad thing Link to comment
Mr Sneezy Posted January 26, 2008 Share Posted January 26, 2008 An eccentric loner in high school? With a sneeze fetish? You are practically describing me......albeit a quarter of a century ago. Link to comment
sleepin sig Posted January 26, 2008 Share Posted January 26, 2008 I used to go into the bathroom to blow my nose also haha BUT one day I decided to try just go for it and blow it in class. I was so embarrassed but once I realized no one even paid attention to me, I no longer went to the bathroom. Try it, maybe it'll save you a few trips. and nice obs also -- feel better ! Link to comment
count tiszula Posted January 26, 2008 Share Posted January 26, 2008 Very nice self-obs! All that buildup, and it sounds like a really satisfying sneeze.You know, if you're an eccentric loner it really is most unlikely that anyone will even notice you sneezing, blowing your nose etc., so you might as well just enjoy yourself!And welcome to the forum. Link to comment
confetishcake Posted January 27, 2008 Author Share Posted January 27, 2008 Ahaha, I dunno. I was slightly exadurating (sp?) with that little loner comment. And thanks for all the support. I just need to get over being so paranoid I'm sure I'll be able to someday. Link to comment
donttakenostuff Posted January 27, 2008 Share Posted January 27, 2008 I remember life being particularly challenging in jr. high school. You go through so many physical and hormonal changes so rapidly, and almost everyone, including the teachers, are embarrassed by it. But life gets a lot better once you get to high school. So hang in there.Nice obs. I hope that your cold gets better soon. Link to comment
Bondi Posted January 28, 2008 Share Posted January 28, 2008 I don't remember people that judgemental or mean about people having colds or sneezing when I was in junior high. Actually everyone was always coughing all the time anyway throughout school and people seemed to always have colds, though a lot of times it was coughing colds. But people did sneeze from time to time too and no one was ever mean about it and most of the time people just said "bless you" and that was it. But I guess it varies depending on what area you're from and everything. Glad you're feeling better though. Link to comment
confetishcake Posted January 31, 2008 Author Share Posted January 31, 2008 Awe, Thanks for being so supportive everyone. And yeah, I've taken some of your advice too. I blew my nose at my friends house...Sorta..I was in the bathroom when I realised I had to though....But, yeah, I've sneezed a few times and surprisingly it hasn't bothered me. And I wiped my nose once at school too! Well..It was early and hardly no one was there...But yeah!(its not much, but its a start. Haha)I'll get over being so crazy somtime. I've been embaressed like this since I was..like..three though, so old habbits die hard. Oh well. You're all so good to this little n00b. I very much appreciate it!Char. Link to comment
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