One Hell of a Week

[SneezeKitties]

Alright, so all of this happened over the course of a week and a half, and I swear people are coming for my sneezing thing. No one else knows but me, so unless i'm just really obvious no one else should know. (and that thought that others could know does keep me up at night, but I'm not ready for anyone else to know)

Anyway so the first thing that happened, was I was with some friends, and we were at a restaurant. We were all goofing around and having fun, and then one of my friends (we will call her Sophie) decided it would be fun to quote on quote "snort some pepper" Now I almost lost my shit right there at the mere thought of someone doing that and everyone laughed and said oh no don't do that blah blah blah, and sophie freakin did it! And I couldn't help but stare as she reacted as any normal person would who had just inhaled a ton of pepper. it didn't take long before she started to sneeze, and it took everything in me to not freak out. I think I managed to act cool, (no one called me out on if I wasn't) and Soon two other of my friends did the same thing as Sophie. THREE PEOPLE! One of them needed to sneeze but couldn't so would be stuck on a pre-sneeze face for ages, and full on hitching breaths, like what you see in a cartoon almost. It was killing me. Everyone else in my friend group was laughing about it and I joined in, but I began to feel uncomfortable, because I couldn't exactly leave the table, I was cornered in, (We were in a round booth) And I've never had a problem with seeing others sneeze, but this time it felt different, I mean they were inducing it and these were all my friends, so there was no sexual attraction to it and ugh idk how to put it into words. I enjoyed it but I didn't. Does that make sense? 

And that wasn't even the end. So I did another observation about my best friend sneezing, and I haven't seen him sneeze since that time I put the observation out, but a couple days after the restaurant incident I was sat eating lunch with him, and we were talking and suddenly he stopped and raised his hand, lowered it and tried to continue talking but then went into a pre-sneeze face. He was trying to continue talking, but then he fully stopped and gave one last breath...and then there was nothing. All that baiting for nothing. Then we had a very short conversation about hating that feeling of we know we are going to sneeze but then it goes away. It was awkward, but I was more focused on whether he was going to sneeze again. he didn't, but it sure did feel like teasing. And I don't have any sexual feelings towards this guy, he's my best friend, I just like the way he sneezes, seeing as he doesn't do it very often and he stifles a lot. That's not creepy right??

 

And then finally to top this week off, I was with another friend who was eating some kind of spicy treat and the spice must have gotten up his nose because out of the blue he said, "God I need to sneeze" I laughed and said oh no, not looking at him. (I kind of have a problem with staring at people when they are about to sneeze, so I try not to look at them so not to freak people out) And then for a about a full minuet all I could hear was him breathing really heavily and complaining about not being able to sneeze and how badly he did need to sneeze so then I finally dared to look up at his face, and oh gosh it was really hot, and I felt my cheeks go red and I thanked the lord I had a mask on so he couldn't see how embarrassed I was. He eventually sneezed and it sounded really desperate, and did I mention it was really hot?? 

Anyway, that was my week and a half, I know that was a lot, I just haven't had time to write all of this out, and I don't have anyone else to talk to about all of this, so if you have made it this far, thank you, I really appreciate you listening to me ramble on and on.  I really wish I was in a more comfortable position here about this fetish so I don't feel so  embarrassed about it, and could maybe enjoy these little moments I have throughout the week. but I hope one day I will reach it. Anyway have a wonderful day wherever you may be ❤️

[Moose]

Wow! What I wouldn’t give to be a bystander at the next table over in that restaurant! I totally don’t envy you having to sit through it though, I would be so awkward

[Stillwater]

That sounds amazing but I also don’t envy you having to sit through it! It becomes a bit awkward when you’re trying not to out yourself as secretly loving it.