Double Life?

[Bless you, Hi]

Anyone feel the fetish isn't an ongoing part of them, but instead reveals an alternate mindset/personality? For example, I have 2 media threads here where I post (pretty great) found sneeze content. I get a comments like  "I can't imagine how much time you dedicate to this" but in reality, the sneeze fetish version of me just kind of takes over once every 2 or 3 weeks and I spend nearly the whole day finding new sneeze content. But I really am a normal person--works hard, is independent, chill, and like making people laugh whenever possible. idk, I'll always admire a great sneeze obs, but I sometimes feel a "sneeze fetish" split personality that occasionally takes control. Anyone else feel the same?

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Edited April 9, 2022 by Bless you, Hi

[Demospaw]

I can relate to that. This is probably the weirdest part of my personality. I'm pretty boring everywhere else in life. 

I go to work. I do my chores. I file taxes. The fetish only really affects me when I'm alone. I don't pay attention to other people sneezing in public. It's purely fantasy on my end.

I think that's the same for most everyone. It's not what makes you "you", it's just another side of you you keep behind closed doors.

Maybe someday I can share my fetish with someone and it won't be so separate, but until then, it's just our little secret.

[Kudryavka]

I am mostly normal with sneezing in public these days but I regress back to the fetish mindset when I am feeling very low energy and vulnerable such as during my period.  When I can't really think about the future, I just want oxytocin.  I just want to feel the warm, fuzzy, youthful rush.  It takes me back to a special place of sexy, safe pureness.  I don't feel afraid or uncertain or angsty like with other sexual topics.  I just feel deeply, viscerally, uncomplicatedly good.

So yeah, if you want to call it that, I could technically make the case that it is a form of age regression.

[Sawdust]

I felt for a long time the double life thing. I still do but I am much more comfortable with this side than in my youth. Mostly due to the awesome people here and in conversations I have had that really let me out of my shell. The sneeze brain can take over sometimes as my willingness to interact with it wanes at times but when it comes back its like rediscovering an old friend haha.