Pleasure or torture ?

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Have you ever felt a lot of attraction to a person because of their sneezing, but seeing them face to face or even hearing them on the phone plunges you into deep sadness because of their inaccessibility ?

Let me explain, yesterday I went to see family and my sister-in-law tends to sneeze in a big way. She must have all known allergies, for pollens, for animals, dust mites. Even though my sister-in-law was not there, she telephoned her mother who was present, as she has difficulty hearing, she turned on the loudspeaker. The call lasted barely 20 seconds, she didn't sneeze but her voice was cloudy.

Twenty seconds on the phone, I felt bad the whole evening and I still think about it today. I always try to avoid her as much as possible, not to see her too much at family gatherings. His inaccessibility pushes me towards extreme sadness. Her beauty, her sniffles, her sneezes, everything about her draws me in, yet I don't feel in love. It's just a strong attraction. It's a bit like contemplating perfection without ever being able to reach it.

Curiously, this phenomenon only occurs with her. She's also the person I've heard the most sneeze in my life. She sneezes freely, still loud and wet, expelled forward. Her room is always filled with tissues scattered all over the place. In one evening, she can sneeze 40 or 50 times easily. She always sneezes when she is outside or even when she takes a shower. I should see it as a pleasure, yet I feel it as a torture.

Has anyone else experienced a similar situation for someone you know ?