Describe Your Present Feeling Through Songs

[The Dead One]

This thread is simple, and I'm sure I've seen it done here before, but I can't find it. Therefore, I am restarting it.

All you need to do, is post lyrics to any song that describes how you are feeling right now. The full lyrics. Then, at the bottom, post the song name, and the artist.

I shall start, with the following song.

See the dogs come running

Smelling blood now

To an open sore

On a parasite

Countless hearts have fallen

Hard to number

Damnation's whore

Is looking for a victim tonight

With an angry soul

And a wicked design

Your will cannot endure

And your heart is torn away

I was caught up in the moment

We were alone and you seemed to harness the light

Even though I felt cold inside

When you told me it would be alright

I had given up control and

I didn't focus hard enough to see the warning signs

Your heart is serpentine

Damn what I've becoming

One of them now

Just an opened door

On an endless night

Dark desire burning

In my blood now

How can I be sure

I don't know if I'll be able to fight

With a tortured soul

And an honest design

My will cannot endure

As my heart is torn away

I was caught up in the moment

We were alone and you seemed to harness the light

Even though I felt cold inside

When you told me it would be alright

I had given up control and

I didn't focus hard enough to see the warning signs

Your heart is serpentine

Now that I've been torn apart,

Will there be an end to this?

Will there finaly be release?

Will I finally rest in peace?

I'm determined to believe,

My prayers will be received.

With a tortured soul,

And an honest design,

My will cannot endure,

As my heart is torn away,

I was caught up in the moment

We were alone and you seemed to harness the light

Even though I felt cold inside

When you told me it would be alright

I had given up control and

I didn't focus hard enough to see the warning signs

Your heart is serpentine

The warning signs

Your heart is serpentine

Evil personified

Your heart is serpentine.

Serpentine by Disturbed.

[March Hare]

How I'd like to run away

Oh how I'd love to go

Then I think: maybe I will stay

And just wait for the snow

To wipe the year from off the pa-age

Yes I think maybe I'll stay

For I really don't know where I'd run

And running

is not my way

No it ain't my way

-- Ralph McTell, 'Wait Until The Snow'

and a bit of

...what it all comes down to

is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet

But I've got one hand in my pocket

And the other one's giving a peace sign

-- Alanis Morissette, 'Hand In My Pocket'

[polychrome]

*especially the bolded parts!*

I asked the habitual partygoer

Just how high she thought she'd get,

And I asked the ethereal girls

If they were floating yet

And so I asked the light of the day,

What's this rush for heaven,

And I saw a bird fly away,

And I could not ask again.

The tabloid-tainted actress knows

The myth of higher ground.

The thing she got from playing a nun

She got from sleeping around.

And so I asked the light of the day,

What's this rush for heaven,

And I saw a bird fly away,

And I could not ask again.

He fell in the mud and

He became enlightened

I wonder who's laughin' now

And I've been running uphill,

Panting, punching at the air,

Fighting what's been pushing me down,

Like I can see it there.

And so I asked the light of the day,

what's this rush for heaven,

And I saw a bird fly away,

and I could not ask again.

And I saw all this climbing, climbing,

just as far from heaven,

And I saw a bird fly away,

and I started climbing again.

Who's laughing now

He fell in the mud and

He became enlightened,

I wonder...who's laughing now

"I Saw a Bird Fly Away"

Dar Williams (my favorite singer/songwriter ever)

[Chanel_no5]

Darren Hayes - Unlovable

Are my lips unkissable?

Are my eyes unlookable?

Is my skin untouchable?

Am I unlovable?

Cynical, jaded, faithless, disappointed, disillusioned, used

If I could take back all my sweat, my tears, my sex, my joy I would

My time, my love, my effort, passion, dedication

In case of mistaken identity I gave these things to you

If I sound angry, bitter, sad, infatuated, it's the truth

Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, just a few

Stages of acceptance that it's really over

It's just so complicated and I'm stupid for believing in you

You make me feel like my father never loved me

You make me feel like the act of love is empty

Am I so unlovable?

Is my skin untouchable?

Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?

I had your back, I held you up, I told you you were good enough

It was not reciprocated, you kept affection and yourself apart

You fed your love to me like crumbs to pigeons in the park

Sometimes I think you're satisfied to see me begging like a dog

I wasn't armoured, you were king, I gave my everything

Because sometimes you showed me just a hint of you and then

For just a moment I romanticised the notion

I can take away the torment, I can love you like they never did

You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)

You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)

Am I so unlovable?

Is my skin untouchable?

Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)

You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)

Am I so unlovable?

Is my heart unbreakable?

Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?

Are my lips unkissable?

Are my eyes unlookable?

Is my sex undoable?

Am I unlovable?

Are my words unlistenable?

Are my hands untouchable?

Am I undesirable?

Am I unlovable?

You make me feel like my father never loved me

You make me feel like the act of love is empty

Am I so unlovable?

Is my skin untouchable?

Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?

You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)

You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)

Am I so unlovable?

Is my skin untouchable?

Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)

You make me feel like the act of love is empty (I felt so empty)

Am I so unlovable?

Is my heart unbreakable?

Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?

You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)

You make me feel like my father never loved me (you never loved me)

You make me feel like my mother, she abandoned me (you abandoned me)

[Vetinari]

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I can walk under ladders

Yes I'm so lucky

That I'm as lucky

As me

Struck it rich

Dirty rich

No work

And get richer

And the world

Loves a winner

Yes I'm so happy

That you're happy

With me

You are happy too

Ain't you baby

Numero uno

Living for

Right now

And it's

L-I-V-I-N-G

When I'm here

With you

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

Don't need a bracelet

No salt

For my shoulder

I don't own a rabbit

No clover

No heather

No cross

No wonder

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I can walk under ladders

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I can walk under ladders

I don't own a bracelet

No clover

No heather

No cross

No wonder

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I'm lucky

I can walk under ladders

I'm Lucky

Joan Armtrading

[Nova]

Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth ?

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

They say in heaven love comes first

We'll make heaven a place on earth

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

When the night falls down

I wait for you and you come around

And the world's alive

With the sound of kids on the street outside

When you walk into the room

You pull me close and we start to move

And we're spinnin' with the stars above

And you lift me up in a wave of love

Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth ?

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

They say in heaven love comes first

We'll make heaven a place on earth

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

When I feel alone

I reach for you and you bring me home

When I'm lost at sea

I hear your voice and it carries me

In this world we're just beginning

To understand the miracle of living

Baby, I was afraid before

I'm not afraid anymore

Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth?

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

They say in heaven love comes first

We'll make heaven a place on earth

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

Heaven

Heaven

Heaven

In this world we're just beginning

To understand the miracle of living

Baby, I was afraid before

I'm not afraid anymore

Ooh, baby, do you know what that's worth?

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

They say in heaven love comes first

We'll make heaven a place on earth

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

Ooh, heaven is a place on earth

* Heaven is a place on earth (duh!) – Belinda Carlisle

(Yes, I feel ridiculously happy and romantic 80's style!)

[March Hare]

I can't remember the artist, but...

Now you're dancing with delight,

all your dreams are fulfilled

Your wish comes true, you reached the sky

Climbed the highest mountain

And it has lasted a long time

You wonder how it happened

Now you're dancing in delight

And nothing else matters

I've met my deadline

[polychrome]

* Heaven is a place on earth (duh!) – Belinda Carlisle

(Yes, I feel ridiculously happy and romantic 80's style!)

I often feel that way too "Happy 80s music" is one of my favorite genres...right up there with "Power Ballads"

[VoOs]

Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?

Closed your eyes and trusted. Just trusted

Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?

Have you ever looked fear in the face

And said I just don’t care?

It’s only half past the point of no return

The tip of the iceberg

The sun before the burn

The thunder before the lightning

And the breath before the phrase

Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?

Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you’re not alone

Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?

Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It’s only half past the point of oblivion

The hourglass on the table

The walk before the run

The breath before the kiss

And the fear before the flames

Have you ever felt this way?

La La La La La La La La

There you are, sitting in the garden

Clutching my coffee,

Calling me sugar

You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?

Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight

Have you ever held your breathe and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?

Tonight

Glitter in the air - P!nk

[Always]

This place is a hole, but I don't want to go

I wish we could stay here forever alone

This time that we waste, but I still love your taste

Don't let him take my place don't just sit there

Sometimes I wish you would leave me

I'm not sick of you yet

Is that as good as it gets

I'll just hide it, or I could slip into you

It's so easy to come back into you

I stared for awhile and waited for words

Seen but not heard and struggle to try

My tongue's turning black, but I'll take you back

You're still the best more or less, I guess, I guess

Don't you leave me

I'm not sick of you yet

Is that as good as it gets

I'll just hide it, or I could slip into you

It's so easy to come back into you

It hurts me to say that it hurts me to stay

And it might be alright if you go

It hurts me to say that I want you to stay

And it might be alright if you go

So leave me

I'm not sick of you yet

Is that as good as it gets

I'll just hide it, or I could slip into you

It's so easy to come back into you

Sometimes I think that the bitter in you and the quitter in me

Is the bitter in you and the quitter in me

The bitter in you and the quitter in me

Is the better in you and the quitter in me

The bitter in you and the quitter in me is bigger than the both of us

Lover Dearest - Marianas Trench

[Trillium]

See my signature.

[Vetinari]

And I will stroll the merry way and jump the hedges first

And I will drink the clear clean water for to quench my thirst

And I shall watch the ferry-boats and they'll get high

On a bluer ocean against tomorrow's sky

And I will never grow so old again

And I will walk and talk in gardens all wet with rain

Oh sweet thing, sweet thing

My, my, my, my, my sweet thing

And I shall drive my chariot down your streets and cry

'Hey, it's me, I'm dynamite and I don't know why'

And you shall take me strongly in your arms again

And I will not remember that I ever felt the pain.

We shall walk and talk in gardens all misty and wet, all misty wet with rain

And I will never, never, never grow so old again.

Oh sweet thing, oh sweet thing

My, my, my, my, my sweet thing

And I will raise my hand up into the night time sky

And count the stars that shine in your eye

Just to dig it all an' not to wonder that's just fine

And I'll be satisfied not to read in between the lines

And I will walk and talk in gardens all wet with rain

And I will never, ever, ever, ever grow so old again.

Oh sweet thing, oh sweet thing

Sugar-baby with your champagne eyes

And your saint-like smile....

Van Morrison, Sweet Thing

[The Dead One]

Another mission the powers have called me away.

Another time to carry the colors again.

My motivation an oath I've sworn to defend.

To win the honour of coming back home again.

No explanation will matter after we begin.

Another dark destroyer that's buried within.

My true vocation and now my unfortunate friend.

You will discover a war you're unable to win!

I'll have you know,

That I've become...

Indestructible!

Determination that is incorruptible.

From the other side.

A terror to behold.

Annihilation will be unavoidable.

Every broken enemy will know.

That their opponent had to be invincible.

Take a last look around while you're alive.

I'm an indestructible master of war!

Another reason another cause for me to fight.

Another fuse uncovered now, for me to light.

My dedication to all that I've sworn to protect.

I carry out my orders without a regret.

A declaration embedded deep under my skin.

A permanent reminder of how it began.

No hesitation when I am commanded to strike.

You need to know that you're in for the fight of your life!

You will be shown,

How I've become...

Indestructible!

Determination that is incorruptible.

From the other side.

A terror to behold.

Annihilation will be unavoidable.

Every broken enemy will know,

That their opponent had to be invincible.

Take a last look around while you're alive.

I'm an indestructible master of war!

I'm...

Indestructible!

Determination that is incorruptible.

From the other side.

A terror to behold.

Annihilation will be unavoidable.

Every broken enemy will know.

That their opponent had to be invincible.

Take a last look around while you're alive.

I am indestructible! (Indestructible)

Indestructible!

Determination that is incorruptible.

From the other side.

A terror to behold.

Annihilation will be unavoidable.

Every broken enemy will know,

That their opponent had to be invincible.

Take a last look around while you're alive.

I'm an indestructible master of war.

Indestructible by Disturbed

[TheCakeIsAlive]

What will this day be like? I wonder.

What will my future be? I wonder.

It could be so exciting to be out in the world, to be free

My heart should be wildly rejoicing

Oh, what's the matter with me?

I've always longed for adventure

To do the things I've never dared

And here I'm facing adventure

Then why am I so scared

A captain with seven children

What's so fearsome about that?

Oh, I must stop these doubts, all these worries

If I don't I just know I'll turn back

I must dream of the things I am seeking

I am seeking the courage I lack

The courage to serve them with reliance

Face my mistakes without defiance

Show them I'm worthy

And while I show them

I'll show me

So, let them bring on all their problems

I'll do better than my best

I have confidence they'll put me to the test

But I'll make them see I have confidence in me

Somehow I will impress them

I will be firm but kind

And all those children (Heaven bless them!)

They will look up to me

And mind me with each step I am more certain

Everything will turn out fine

I have confidence the world can all be mine

They'll have to agree I have confidence in me

I have confidence in sunshine

I have confidence in rain

I have confidence that spring will come again

Besides which you see I have confidence in me

Strength doesn't lie in numbers

Strength doesn't lie in wealth

Strength lies in nights of peaceful slumbers

When you wake up -- Wake Up!

It tells me all I trust I lead my heart to

All I trust becomes my own

I have confidence in confidence alone

(Oh help!)

I have confidence in confidence alone

Besides which you see I have confidence in me!

I have confidence - Rodgers and Hammerstein (Sound of music)

[Alice]

Today I have a calm feeling that doesnt seem to like to stay very long >< but right now the lyrics that would fit for me right now are

If you'll be my star I'll be your sky

You can hide underneath me and come out at night

When I turn jet black and you show off your light

I live to let you shine

I live to let you shine

And you can sky-rocket away from me

And never come back if you find another galaxy

Far from here with more room to fly

Just leave me your stardust to remember you by

[Chanel_no5]

The feeling that I'm losing her forever

And without really entering the world

I'm glad whenever I can share her laughter

That funny little girl

Slipping through my fingers all the time

I try to catch her every minute

The feeling in it

Slipping through my fingers all the time

Do I really see what's in her mind?

Each time I think I'm close to knowing

She keeps on growing

Slipping through my fingers all the time.

ABBA, "Slipping Through My Fingers"

[tFM!]

And here I dreamt I was a soldier

And I marched the streets of birkenau

And I recall in spring

The perfume that the air would bring

To the indolent town

Where the barkers call the moon down

The carnival was ringing loudly now

And just to lay with you

There's nothing that I wouldn't do

Save lay my rifle down

And try one, and try two

Guess it always comes down to

Alright, it's okay, guess it's better to turn this way

And I am nothing of a builder

But here I dreamt I was an architect

And I built this balustrade

To keep you home, to keep you safe

From the outside world

But the angles and the corners

Even though my work is unparalleled

They never seemed to meet

This structure fell about our feet

And we were free to go

And try one, and try two

Guess it always comes down to

Alright, okay, guess it's better to turn this way

And here in spain I am a spaniard

I will be buried with my marionettes

Countess and courtesan

Have fallen 'neath my tender hand

When their husbands were not around

But you, my soiled teenage girlfriend

Or are you furrowed like a lioness

And we are vagabonds

We travel without seatbelts on

We live this close to death

And try one, and try two

Guess it always comes down to

Alright, it's okay, guess it's better to turn this

But I won, so you lose

Guess it always comes down to

Alright, it's okay, guess it's better to turn this way

"Here I Dreamt I Was An Architect" by The Decemberists.

Heard it for the first time today, and I absolutely love it.

[Always]

We're both looking for something

We've been afraid to find

It's easier to be broken

It's easier to hide

Looking at you,holding my breath,

For once in my life,I'm scared to death,

I'm taking a chance,letting you inside.

Feeling alive all over again,

As deep as the sky, under my skin

Like being in love, she says

For the first time

Maybe I'm wrong,

But I'm feeling right where I belong

With you tonight

Like being in love

To feel for the first time

The world that I see inside you

Waiting to come to life

Waking me up to dreaming

Reality in your eyes

Looking at you,

Holding my breath,

For once in my life

I'm scared to death,

I'm taking a chance,

Letting you inside.

I'm feeling alive all over again

As deep as the sky that's under my skin

Like being in love, she says, for the first time

Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right

Where I belong with you tonight

Like being in love to feel for the first time

We're crashing

Into the unknown

We're lost in this

But it feels like home

I'm feeling alive all over again

As deep as the sky that's under my skin

Like being in love, she says, for the first time

Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right

Where I belong with you tonight

Like being in love to feel for the first time

First Time - Lifehouse Specifically, the bolded area.

[tFM!]

My heart booms

At the speed of light

But the exit sign's

Always on my mind

Always in my sight

I can say that I

Really want to stay

But the devil inside

Always wins the fight

Always gets his way

Jump out the window

Gotta get out on the highway

When things are getting too attached

I need an escape

I'm seeing stars and there is

Nothing more that I hate

Baby, there's something that I gotta say

It's disgusting how I love you

I can't take it, I should hate you

Cause you're messing up my name

Gotta walk my talk, my fame

But I just wanna touch your face

It's disgusting

It's disgusting how you changed me

From a bandit to a baby

Think I might gotta change my name

If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting

My mind blinks

Like a traffic light

It's green and red

And stop and go

Changing all the time

And it makes me scared

That I haven't left

And I'm still right here

More, more, more or less

Jump out in traffic

Yeah, I gotta go my own way

My heart is slipping, too intense

I need an escape

I'm seeing stars and there is

Nothing more that I hate

Baby, there's something that I gotta say

It's disgusting how I love you

I can't take it, I should hate you

Cause you're messing up my name

Gotta walk my talk, my fame

But I just wanna touch your face

It's disgusting

It's disgusting how you changed me

From a bandit to a baby

Think I might gotta change my name

If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting

Chapter by chapter

I'm falling faster and faster

Becoming manic, the magic

It's so romantic, I panic oh

Hit the eject button but

It must be stuck, something's up

I'm drifting out

Right over the brink, baby

It's disgusting how I love you

I can't take it, I should hate you

Cause you're messing up my name

Gotta walk my talk, my fame

But I just wanna touch your face

It's disgusting

It's disgusting how you changed me

From a bandit to a baby

Think I might gotta change my name

If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting

"Digusting" by Miranda Cosgrove

I find it sad how much I can connect to this right now. Ugh...

[TheCakeIsAlive]

(Maria)

Perhaps I had a wicked childhood

Perhaps I had a miserable youth

But somewhere in my wicked miserable past

I must have had a moment of truth

For here you are

Standing there

Loving me

Whether or not you should

So somewhere in my youth

Or childhood

I must have done something good

Nothing comes from nothing

Nothing ever could

So somewhere in my youth or childhood

I must have done something good

(Captin)

Here you are standing here

Loving me

Whether or not you should

(Maria)

So somewhere in my youth or childhood

I must have done something good

(Together)

Nothing comes from nothing

Nothing ever could

(Maria)

So some where in my youth or child

(Captin)

or childhood

(Maria)

I must have done something

(together)

Something good

Something good - Rodgers and Hammerstein

[curliecatlover]

You make me feel like I'm losing my virginity

The first time, every time when you touch me

I make you bloom like a flower that you never seen

Under the sun we are one buzzing energy

Let's pollinate to create a family tree

This evolution with you comes naturally

Some call it science, we call it chemistry

This is the story of the birds and the bees

Even the seasons change

Our love still stays the same

You give me the hummingbird heartbeat

Spread my wings and make me fly

The taste of your honey is so sweet

When you give me the hummingbird heartbeat

Hummingbird heartbeat

Oh, oh, hummingbird heartbeat

Oh, oh, hummingbird heartbeat

hummingbird heartbeat katy perry

[blush]

If it were love I would give that love every second I had

And I do

Did I know where he'd lead me to?

Did I plan doing all of this for the love of a man?

Well I let it happen anyhow

And what I'm feeling now

Has no easy explanation

Reason plays no part

Heaven help my heart

I love him too much

What if he saw my whole existence

Turning around a word, a smile, a touch?

One of these days, and it won't be long, he'll know more about me

Than he should

All my dreams will be understood

No surprise

Nothing more to learn from the look in my eyes

Don't you know that time is not my friend

I'll fight it to the end

Hoping to keep that best of moments

When the passions start

Heaven help my heart

The day that I find

Suddenly I've run out of secrets

Suddenly I'm not always on his mind

Maybe it's best to love a stranger

Well that's what I've done -- heaven help my heart

Heaven help my heart

Heaven Help My Heart, from the musical Chess. 

[obsessed]

It comes calling in the evening

When the temperature is dropping out

They said it don't get cold here

But I beg to differ now

There is something in the shadows

More than sister silhouette

Something sinister and strange

That I haven't seen yet

And I don't want to be alone

Sky, don't let the sun go

I'm not ready for the darkness

Swear upon a heartless soul

And I don't want to cry when you go

Stay a little longer, you know

You're making me feel

I'm not alone

You don't have to fight the bad guys

Throwing punches out into the black

If you have to tell me lies, I don't care

Just give me some good back

I don't want to be alone

Sky, don't let the sun go

I'm not ready for the darkness

Swear upon a heartless soul

And I don't want to cry when you go

Stay a little longer, you know

You're making me feel

I'm not alone

And if I only worry 'bout it

Worry 'bout it, worry 'bout it

I just keep breaking down

Breaking down, breaking down

Boy, I could do without

Do without, do without

A night of the bad dreams, sad things

Tell me what that means

I don't want to be alone

Sky, don't let the sun go

I'm not ready for the darkness

Swear upon a heartless soul

And I don't want to cry when you go

Stay a little longer, you know

You're making me feel

The monsters aren't real

You're making me feel

I'm not alone

Not Alone - Sara Bareilles

[tma]

It’s not a cry you can hear at night

It’s not somebody who has seen the light

It’s a cold and it’s a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

You say I took the name in vain

I don't even know the name

But if I did, well really, what's it to you?

There's a blaze of light

In every word

It doesn't matter which you heard

The holy or the broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah

I did my best, it wasn't much

I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch

I've told the truth, I didn't come to fool you

And even though

It all went wrong

I'll stand before the Lord of Song

With nothing on my tongue but Hallelujah

"Work"

Just in case, I will leave my things packed

So I can run away

I cannot trust these voices I don't have a line of prospects that can give some kind of peace

There is nothing left to cling to that can bring me sweet release

I have no fear of drowning

It's the breathing that's taking all this work

Do you know what I mean when I say, "I don't want to be alone"?

What I mean when I say, "I don't want to be alone"

Empty spaces with shadows hit by streetlights

Warnings signs and weight of tired conversations

In the absence of a shoulder, in the abscess of a thief

On the brink of this destruction, on the eve of bittersweet

Now all the demons look like prophets and I'm living out

Every word they speak, every word they speak

Do you know what I mean when I say, "I don't want to be alone"?

What I mean when I say, "I don't want to be alone"

What I mean when I say, "I don't want to be alone"

Do you know what I mean when I say, "I don't want to be alone"?

What I mean when I say, "I don't want to be alone"

What I mean when I say, "I don't want to be alone"

Alone, alone, I don't want to be alone

I have no fear of drowning

It's the breathing that's taking all this work

[Nicole]

I rise and stumble from the bed

It wakes the worries in my head

And I pour myself a bowl of Cheerios

I think about the good and bad

The happiness outweighs the sad

And the balance evens out the highs and lows

Today there's lessons to be learned

There's progress to be made

Tomorrow I can say I'm a little older and wiser

It's a crazy life, a crazy life

It keeps you on your toes

You never know what lies in store for you

Or where it's gonna go

Hellos, goodbyes, you laugh you cry

You're free to pick and choose

You win or lose

You're either wrong or right

It's a crazy life...

ETA: Hugs to you, tma. you.